Time
flies so fast and subtly. I feel it was just like tomorrow when I had
orientation days and still felt strange in campus. So many things I’ve been
through in that so-called short time. Joyfulness, sorrow, absurdity, are kind
of things I’ve got. So far, no ‘big’ breakthrough happens that cause major
changes to me. I am still like who I was.
‘Adult’
things. The older I am, the more complicated my life. But I don’t think the
complexity is the problem to live my life to the fullest. I enjoy it though
sometimes it drives me stressed; however, I am still alive now that means it
doesn’t really kill me. I learn how to deal with things that I’ve never
experienced before. I am getting used to thinking and behaving wisely. I need to be
wiser and more patient because I have to meet many people which have different
characteristics.
On
the contrary, since my lifespan is getting short, my thought is getting hard. I
am more critical. I can’t just accept things that do not really fit to my
thought. Stubbornness in me is getting bigger. I am like other mature people
who consider being ruled or being led by other is not their life choice. I have
Twitter to express my stubbornness (@ryuda30).
Adult
process is going on over me now. I am labile. The right and wrong things are grey. I
hope I do not get stuck in it, and I can move on. For all of you, who have the
same matter with me, don’t push yourself too much to overcome it. Just enjoy it
…, consider it as a process that we have to experience in our life.
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