Perhaps you have read my previous post about my boredom of long term holiday without activities. I felt so bored at that time since I had nothing to do and I did hope to be flooded by lots of assignments in a new term.
And now I am in the fifth semester.Rumor has it that fifth semester is the hardest age of studying in my major. I am quite into that rumor. Somehow, sometimes I feel under pressure and stressed with assignments that actually I asked for. Do I regret? Frankly NO. I am that kind of person who likes challenge, so I consider it as a mountain that I have to conquer.
Actually, not only the assignments which drive me fed up, but also my job as a chairman in some classes which literally bothers me -in my major, we are divided into some classes which contain small number of students in order to make the lecture going effectively. Being a chairman of a class is not easy as pie, and I am the chairman of some classes. You can imagine how that irritating me. Providing the present list for the classes, being a lecture's "maid", and being unable to come late or be absent -hehe- are few of annoying things that bother me.
Perhaps this is the stony way that I have to be through to fulfill my goal though my goal somehow, sometimes is changing- labile. Everyone has their own stony ways to make their dreams come true, even more than just stony, maybe full of tears and blood. However, people who believe that all their hard works are worth everything, they won't give up, even just beg. They will give their best shots to those stony ways.
You might have heard about many inspiring stories from many people who succeed with uneasy ways. They have to deal with themselves, family, environment, and many more. They are brave to take risks to reach their dreams.They don't afraid of failure, they even already know what they will do if they fail. Failure just makes them stronger and more motivated.
Well, stop begging and blaming your situation. That's what you have to deal with to gain success.
"Sekedar mengeluh dan mengecam kegelapan tidak akan mengubah apapun. Nyalakan lilin, lakukan sesuatu."
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